What the Soul Is After…

Stop making … judgments against yourself. Learn what is the soul’s desire, and go with that. Go with the soul.

What the soul is after is — the highest feeling of love you can imagine.

This is the soul’s desire. This is its purpose. The soul is after the feeling. Not the knowledge, but the feeling. It already has the knowledge, but knowledge is conceptual. Feeling is experiential. The soul wants to feel itself, and thus to know itself in its own experience.

The highest feeling is the experience of unity with All That Is. This is the great return to Truth for which the soul yearns. This is the feeling of perfect love.

Perfect love is to feeling what perfect white is to color. Many think that white is the absence of color. It is not. It is the inclusion of all color. White is every other color that exists, combined.

So, too, is love not the absence of an emotion (hatred, anger, lust, jealousy, covetousness), but the summation of all feeling. It is the sum total. The aggregate amount. The everything.

Thus, for the soul to experience perfect love, it must experience every human feeling.

How can I have compassion on that which I don’t understand? How can I forgive in another that which I have never experienced in Myself? So we see both the simplicity and the awesome magnitude of the soul’s journey. We understand at last what it is up to:

The purpose of the human soul is to experience all of it — so that it can be all of it. - Neale Donald Walsch

Part I:

My love is universal,

divine,

with depth of sublimes,

polarities

of genders intertwined,

it centers,

where big bang of sparks lie,

seek and you shall find,

here’s some wisdom to carry for your mind,

I forewarn,

do not become too attached,

to the moments of constancy,

be in harmony,

with the fluctuations for love is change you see,

for freedom allows,

one to be happy with one’s self,

one’s choices,

right or wrong,

without control,

for love doesn’t dominate anything

but love for love’s self,

So how may I love, you ask?

The answer lies in awareness,

moments of giving and receiving,

where love is exchanged

between two and

both are experienced,

but each experience is just that,

gratefulness,

that adjoins with a powerful,

humbling God experience

love.

My skin just wants to be close

My body just want to enclosed

My flesh just wants to create warmth

All over your body

All over your body girl

My eyes just want to look into yours

My heart just wants to beat close

My legs want to rub up against yours

All over your body

All over your body girl

I have an obsession

You have become my obsession

From your pictures in your texts

From the sounds of your voice at night

I have an obsession

You have become an obsession

I look into your eyes

Listen to your mind

And I become lost in you

It’s not a scary sight

It’s been years, years

Since I’ve felt this alive

Maybe it’s because of you

My fantasies, my dreams,

The way you kiss me

My desires

I desire to surrender my all to you

Maybe it’s the way you stare at me

When we lying on the bed

In the moments

before I give my all to you

My obsession…

Day & Night by Marcus Williams 

Written to the music of: Slow Dancing In The Burning Room by John Mayer

Verse:

To be real with you ma’ /I’m like a pawn in the game

star in a play / a drop from heaven when it rains

Splash into puddle /ripples in your life

variety, happiness / from the stresses in your life

I’m that North Star shining / as you look up at the sky

Connecting with the others / uniquely I shine bright

Illuminating the darkness / harsh tears at night

I’ll alleviate your fears / convert your wrong into right

Ma’ lay your head down / here, on my shoulder

Come next to my arm / Yes, please come closer

I know right now / that open emotions got you vulnerable /

But my word is bond / I’m not trying get over on you / 

For a women’s worth / I just wanna comfort you /

Touch you, hold you / as tears running over you / 

Stay by your side / until the storms over boo / 

Until you’re feeling good / our bond is going to stay true /

Chorus:

Girl, I’m with you / through the storm & the rain

Pain & the passion / when it pours, when it rains

Girl, I’m with you / through the day & night

When you wake up / Its going to be alright

Verse:

To tell the truth / Vic is not like them other men / 

Da Vinci Victory / is a Renaissance Man/ 

A true lover / loyalty comes hand in hand / 

Let’s ride to die / all day till the story ends / 

Since I’m being honest / I have to say off the top / 

I got a little girl / who holds the key to my heart /

This relationship / could never be broken apart / 

I just had to tell you / before anything starts / 

It’s fine / okay then, let’s keep the ball rolling /

Riding life’s waves / constantly keeping it coasting / 

Time passes /  we steady learning from one another / 

Revealing our secrets / we share together undercover / 

Attractions lead to kisses / lovemaking under covers/ 

Vacations, expensive trips / traveling to foreign countries / 

Feet up / living everyday as our last living comfy/ 

Growing as the fire /  between man & woman burning / 

Chorus:

Girl, I’m with you / through the storm & the rain

Pain & the passion / when it pours, when it rains

Girl, I’m with you / through the day & night

When you wake up / Its going to be alright